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I'm done.

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I think I'm done here. Trying to navigate this site is more annoying than anything these days, I am so sick of the world and everyone in it that I have no inspiration or motivation to write anymore. I'll still help my buddies out on their projects, but as far as me posting anything new here, forget it. I'm sick enough of the world as it is, I dont need to put up with the hassle of trying to figure out this site.


for anyone who gives a shit, you can still hit me up at my email: shadowapook@gmail.com


kay, thats it. Im done.

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The site...page...whatever word we use these days...I literally cannot use da without way more effort than I am willing to make on a site I only use these days to check out other people's work. And thanks to the changes made, I can't even do that! Hell, I'm not even sure this will even post! So, while I wont be closing this account (since, hopefully. I'll eventually be able to save my work from here and post it somewhere else), I don't really think I'll be checking stuff on here very much at all. It's all become so confusing, and I no longer have the patience to figure out this nonsense.


Later taters.


ZER0

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Admittedly, compared to everything going on lately, completing Sword and Shield's Pokedex is a trivial matter.  But, it's about the only positive thing I've managed to do on my own in...I dunno, two or so years.
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Untitled

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Stupid fucking thoughts about stupid fucking people keeping me up at night.

Y'know, I get that it's hard to be my friend. I'm fucking miserable all the time.  It's hard to stay invested in someone like that. I get it. But, y'know what?  At least that's fucking genuine! I'm fucking real!  And I'd rather have a few real friends than a bunch of fucking fake ones.  Think about that after you haven't talked with me in a while!

*Also, It feels like friggin rocket science to post a journal anymore!  That's what this was supposed to be!  But since I'm on mobile, I can't figure out how to do it!  No wonder I'm barely on here anymore!
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Untitled

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Time(and brain damage) is catching up with me.  My anxiety and depression have turned me into a miserable hermit. I have no motivation. On those rare occasions where I do, my ability to maintain focus is even worse than it was before. My short term memory is shot. Even my grammar, something upon which I prided myself, has gotten worse! I don't even know if that last sentence made sense! I'm confusing words like one and won...their, there, and they're, etc. I hate when I see that, and now I'm the one doing it. If anyone has been paying attention, then you probably noticed I haven't posted much of anything in a few years.  I haven't even done much in the way of edits for my buddies' at TF-The Lost Seasons www.deviantart.com/tf-the-lost… in quite a while!

The truth is, I had written one last story (of my own) about 5 or 6 years ago with the help of www.deviantart.com/arwingpilot…
The art was done by   www.deviantart.com/canalus and the script had been edited (though I cant remember by who, of it was one of you, please let me know and I will give you credit!). But...for whatever reasons, I just couldn't get it finished, which is a bummer, cuz even though it was only 2 pages long, I was very proud of that story.  In the years since, I've somehow lost the lettered pages, so I couldn't post those even if I wanted to...

But I digress.

While, I may not necessarily have the focus for stories, and specific plots, I do have ideas for an overall arc of stories and ideas, which I plan to post parts of (hopefully) soon. Just so I can have something goin, yknow?  Like I said, it will be random bits or story ideas...bios...some Transformers stuff, some unrelated sci-fi fantasy stuff...I dunno.  We'll see how it goes
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